We judge, we make fun, we tease, we bully, we assume, but the worst part is, after all the inconsiderate things we do, it all comes down to what thing we don’t do. We don’t think about other peoples feelings. We don’t realize that everyone has a story, a life, and everyone goes through screwed up shit. So why are people still jerks? Why do we use terrible excuses like “it’ll never happen again” “I can’t help it” “that’s how I am”? Because no one has the guts to change. Everyone talks about being different and unique, but no one really does it. If everyone could just be empathetic once in a while, think about others before themselves and FINALLY realize that no one, rich or poor, black or white, tall or short, no one deserves to be treated like shit. Then those people will stop feeling like shit. We need to stop thinking so highly of ourselves and so low of people we don’t even know. It’s so sickening to see the pain on people’s faces when someone offends them. We need to grow some damn balls and think. For once, that maybe the little things that were saying are the big things that people can’t handle hearing. And I say we, because I’m not any different, I’m a jerk too. Everyone’s just a big jerk and no one can say they’ve never judged or made fun, like I said, it’s everyone but just think, think before you speak. Think before you do. Everything starts with a step one, right
Forgiveness
Forgiving someone that hurt you real badly is one of the most challenging things to do in life. Forgiveness doesn’t come easy for most of us. You hold that grudge or that burden against them and it’s hard to look at them the way you used to before everything happened. It holds you back in life making you think that you’ll never forgive that person even when you want to but it just seems impossible to do so. That hatred feeling you have against them that seems to burn every time you think about that person and what he or she has done to you. But I just want to say that holding that grudge against that person will hold you down and hold you back in life. Whether it may be an old friend or maybe a family member. It doesn’t have to be a physical act of forgiving them. It can be in just a state of mind. No matter who it is, try to forgive them because once you feel like you’ve truly forgiven someone, all that hatred, bitterness, hurt, and resentment that imprisoned you will disappear out of your life.
I like how my poor decisions lead me into this situation. I knew it’s going to be hard for me. I just wasn’t prepared for it. I make a lot of mistakes, and those mistakes aren’t even forgiven, only some are. Whatever though, you have a good life, and I have the bullshit life. You wouldn’t know because you’re not in my situation.. I’m in a much more complicated situation than you ever think.
I Realized That..
I survived October… I remember around the 2nd or 3rd week where I was at such a low point and I wanted to just drop a few classes. But I came out superior and aced two tests and am currently waiting on two more results… Such a huge accomplishment for me. Now, it's November. we'll see how this goes.
One Thing About Us (Young People)
We all think we need to rush things when we’ve got so many years a head of us. I’m going to address a specific topic, starting a relationship. I’ll admit, I have rushed into a relationship, and as soon as I rushed, everything ended so fast. When you finally meet somebody you think you can’t live without, somebody you never want to lose, and somebody you want to spend therest of your life with, then why do you insist on speeding everything up? Everybody knows, young relationships don’t last, it’s not an opinion, it’s a fact. Be friends, talk on the phone, don’t be so straight up about your feelings. Take your time, because if you’re friends before a relationship, the higher the chance you will last in a relationship. You’ll know the person inside and out and you’ll know if you want to be with them.
It’s gonna be alright. I’m just gonna focus on me for a while. I don’t want to deal with friends or girls or anything. I just want to take this weekend to think and figure my life out. I need a break from everything. If everything is worth it then my absence won’t change anything. If it isn’t then i’ll be alone. I’ll take care of myself and chase my dreams. No friends. No girlfriend. No nothing.
I Have So Many Times
Where I just want a girlfriend. I miss falling asleep on the phone with someone every night. Talking about your day and I know she’s listening. Or even just reminiscing about the times when me and her hanged out. Texting 24/7 and having thoughts in my mind wondering what she’s doing if she replies slower than she usually does. Having those fights to the point where you wanna break up but then finding a way to fix it and make it better. I guess I’m just picky with girls, it takes me a while to like someone. Or maybe I just lose interest quickly, and then they just come back but then she’s the one who loses interest. Well, I’ll find someone eventually just gotta give it some time. It takes time to love right ? :p
