yesterday was act'ly my first attempt to register for voting stuff in our town and seeing the queue from the outside, was extremely frustrating. it was fckken looong and we didnt know if we could get the forms. after 30mins of waiting (we werent even at the middle) the lady breastfeeding like wtf came running towards the gate and shouted 's*n of a b*tch! we have to go back tomorrow those fckers dont have a form no more' and shii we were like 'damn, this is what we were talkin about!'
Myra and Kaye went to Mancel to chillay chill for awhile. drank a few alcohold wd a couple of our friends (Jeff and Mark). i ran to Erika's house cause she called that we'll b chillen their, watch movies and stuff. so i did! ended up watching horror movies. Man, that was hilarious! hahaha and then had karaoke afterwards. it was fun!
(to be continued...)
keep talkin
oh nigga u know this war aint over yet. it's getting intense forsure and im not sure if u could still keep up.
u keep talkin behind my back and shit, ur a loser or somethin. that's fcken horrible. and trust me, people around u are scared of ur attitude cuz they never know how to trust u anymore. thats obviously not the type of thing for me and when i do, i make sure that every single people i talk to about it will agree with me and i aint tellin no lies and sorry to tell u, they do. lol dont expect urself to win nikkuh.
i sometimes get people's points when they say somethin to me. it's like i make myself think that theres wrong with both of us, but technically there isnt. this is not normal, believe me. ur creepy and u know that! u brag about somethin in which u dont have or own so thats apparently makes u a loser in the first place cuz believe me, people already busted u. they just cant talk to u about it cuz they think it's pretty normal for u to be like that. now u know. whachu gon' do now? well i guess u might wanna keep doing it cuz u can never get the point... obviously.
so enuff with this one. sorry if u'r heart is pounding right. sometimes we need reality check, and yea it hurts.
wheew atlast
so i finished my 1st semester this yr and it was like pheew. it wasnt that easy man, it's not a joke i got into some med school and the curriculum is just plain crazy. tho im having fun wd everything. my classmates, teachers and activities, i think theyre all worth it.
i wasnt sure tho if im still gonna pursue my course since im having a hard time figuring out why i dont excel that much. i do actually. but it's not like i do with some things, u know wha'm sayin?
maybe because of the school, maybe because of my classmates, maybe because of my teachers or maybe it's just because of me. it's all about having motivation right? but shit, i aint got nuthin of it.
im trynna do everythng i can to make my parents proud of me even just for this yr. or nxt year or another years to come. just like my brother who excels academically. i dont wanna compete with him, i just want to do it for myself cuz i havent felt successful in school this yr. lol
hopefully, next semester i'll do good. lol
school today was whack. had 'session' at Kristy's apartment after last period wd few classmates. it was fun and somebody's 'drinking' virginity just popped. it was friggin funny.. and weird. Eva was crying the whole time and knowing that it was her first time, we kinda helped her from the apartment off to her house. i was sober tho, me and Claire actually. YEA!
it was raining and shii, i didnt like it. it was fcken cold and felt like i cant move from where i stay. i met up with Kc at Star Mart to talk about stuff and she gave me a present (for my birthday) - thanks by the way:)
nuthin more interesting. ZZZZZ
My Birthday Wishlist!
YOU CAN GIVE ME..
God's guidance primarily!
a girlfriend that doesnt front - who can show me her REAL side.
to finally drive my own car.. and a license
PS3
New Nike Maverick (size 9)
Canon EOS 60D
a Stussy or Supreme Shirt (checkered or plain will do)
Shoutout Video from friends and families (YouTube)
a party that everybody wouldnt forget!
trips (Hawaii or Phuket - where i can stay on a beach wd friends and families)
a Lakers jersey (24)
a kiss/hug from everyone
to pass my grades in finals
iPod headset
wider room for all my stuffs
Vans Authentic (any color size 9)
backstage passes to FrayxLinkin ParkxRed Hot Chilli PeppersxKanye WestxKid CudixDrake
(just simple requests. i dont want anything that could b really expensive. im a practical type of guy so im contented with pretty much anything)
and i love SURPRISE SUPRISE SUPRISE.
and oh! SING ME A BIRTHDAY SONG. :)
still thinking more...
thanks tho.
-Gin Pedrosa
