Progression

im feelin nuthin when it comes to studies.
uggh my mom has been pressuring me to study harder for tha course i took and believe me it's getting pretty lame.
3rd day of classes wasnt fun at all and im late 3times in a row and it's WTF? teacher aint mad or somthin tho cuz they said they understand the adjustments but i dont get it.
when im trynna screw up things on purpose,it goes directly opposite. and when i wanted somethin so bad,it becomes impossible. not at all but believe me,i've been tryin to get something/someone that i wanted so bad and regreted that i let it/her go but now,seems like im doing extra efforts to achieve it.

im trynna figure out a lot of things lately,with my life,how i roll wd girls,studies,parents,stuff. everythng seems so awkward yet im lovin it but im also hating it. wth!! thats what im trynna firgure out as of this moment. if im doin everythin right or im screwing every single detail involved.

skool tomorrow! uggh im tired already thinkin about it.LMAO and oh well,im extremely disappointed that i dont get to have a new classmate (transferees and etc) in my class that are cute and all that. im planning to transfer to another class if that would b possile.AHAHA