I only had 4hrs of sleep and idk how to function for the rest of the day. The topic @ class today is very crucial so I must focus.

I stayed up all night answering these 200 item homework not because I'm a good student but because I procrastinated. And I take responsibilty for it.
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Chillin with my bro here in Cafe Bobs. It's raining so we thought of drinking some hot beverages.

Anyways, I may need to set time for studying later. Plans don't push through as expected but this time, I need to double my motivation.

That's it for now.

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Late Night Thoughts

I'll be honest - Im not sure if I could still keep up with my studies now that I only have barely half a month remaining until my exam. I dont wanna be anxious but thinking about how fast time goes by is really freaking me out. It's normal, isnt it? I mean, for those who've gone through the same situation, tell me, have you felt like time wasnt enough for you and you just feel overloaded with stuff that dont even make sense? Cuz that's what Im feeling right now. Im pretty much preoccupied with things that shouldnt bother me in the first place.

Whats weird is that IDK if Im feeling pressured or not. Im confused. I rant out about how not ready I am but I dont even take responsibility for it. I always tell myself to study but I end up doing unnecessary things like watching TV and spending hours in front of the computer. And I guess the temptation of going out and hanging out with friends makes it even worse! Nevertheless, I still cant motivate my own self and maybe.. just maybe. I need someone to really push me to the point where I realize that this is a do or die thing. Ohmygod writing this blog isnt even helping cuz Im wasting minutes which is supposed to be alloted for my study time.

I need to find time and look for myself. Look for the old Al Gene that perseveres and motivates his own self. Im motivated its just that.. It isnt enough..

I can't believe we only have 21 days until the board exam. I remember what my friend posted on Facebook. "God's guidance + hardwork = success" << this is true and exactly the motivation statement that I need.

I entrust everything in God! I can study all night but if He doesn't grant my wish to pass, then I know He has in store for me. But I don't wanna be pessimistic!! I know He'll help me pass this exam cuz I've envisioned the plans He has for me.

Anyways, as I'm writing this post, I'm thinking of studying for exams tomorrow. And I think I should do it! I need to.
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This Break

So we finally have our break for the whole 2 months and it's gonna be tomorrow and on Tuesday. Class resumes this Wed. I kinda want it to be longer though but I know that if they put breaks every week, then we might not be able to catch up with the topics that need to be discussed. I think we're not even halfway there. There are too many topics that we need to work on or discuss especially in Medical Surgical Nursing. So far, well, as far as I know, we've only discussed 8 of 18 topics (I just made up those numbers just to let you see how far we've accomplished) so it means that we still need to double time and we cant slack off cuz our licensure examination is gonna be 27days from now!

I dont even wanna talk about the examination because I get nervous and excited at the same time but whatever. We're in the medical field and it's never easy! There too many things to memorize and understand and it even extends from medical field to nationalistic/professional field of nursing and things that are related to it, ahhh i couldnt even explain.