Can’t wait till things finally fall into place. Things might just be too much for me to handle, especially at this time of year. Sometimes life gets tougher to make you stronger. Just have to believe in myself and hope for the best, after all when you hit rock bottom there’s nowhere else to go but up.

Just thankful for the people that are here for me right now. I’m glad to have chosen quality over quantity. Sucks this year isn’t ending as good as it started. I hope I make it through. Tough decisions and problems to face. On top of the things my head is trying to figure out, my heart is creeping up.

I just wish you cared, even just for a little bit. I guess I should just be happy that you are and that you’re okay. Leaving me with all this, thanks. I’ll be stronger and a better person, just have to keep in mind that this is just a phase. I’ll get by. Gonna need this new year, a fresh start. Just me and the few people that matters because they make me feel like I do.

I didn’t get what I deserve but through all this I got the push that I needed. No more, never again, or maybe at least not for a long time.